i don't know why, but writing an entry always makes me so anxious...
like the feeling that i'm not allowed to make a mistake and that everything i'll write is just plain dumb...

anyway, i want to talk about jupiter ♃.
i feel incredibly connected to jupiter, it's been that way for years. i can't exactly pinpoint when, which i find strange. sometimes i feel it's calling/pulling me more strongly, like a couple days ago. around 21:30 i was with igor, my doggy, at the dog park and i felt someone/something watching me, then my head suddenly snapped up staring straight at a super bright star. i just knew, but checked anyway, and yep it was jupiter! i felt like it was talking to me, but i couldn't hear/understand what it was saying... i really want to take some time and do some deeper reseach about talking planets and jupiter specificly. but i rarely have time. and furthermore i'm absolutly exhausted. which is also why i think i couldn't understand jupiter.

when i'm speaking about talking planets, it's not litteral. it's all just feelings.

i want to write more, but i really need to sleep.